Today, I would like to think about my relationship w/ people. At first, I want to inform you that I have a social phobia and I want to find out where is the origin of my fear.
Firstly, when I am in a shop center which is full of people, I am starting to panic and I have almost a panic attack. Has this ever happened to you? I believe at least once yes. May at Christmas days when everyone went totally crazy and even though the true agrofobik goes out of his den, so he can get the cheapest thing for his relatives but what looks life if it cost much more, so it will look like if you care about them.
But by what is this fear or uneasiness which sometimes happened to everyone due? What comes on my mind, it is due to that you just love your personal space. At shops where the regals themselves disrupted or in a train where you chose strategically your seat so nobody would sit next to you and you can take your place.
Secondary, I don’t believe in people. Hand on your heart, we are fake and we play on something all the time. Don’t you think that is no true? Maybe you say „I’m not like that.“ but you are! Even though you are honest, every one of us has three, maybe innocent, live role. At least as the Japanese say.
At this point, I’m influenced a lot by my personality. I’m pretty naive and I don’t know the people which is a bad combination. In view of the fact, it takes months then I start to believe someone. But this has their positives too. I don’t make an opinion about someone till I get to better know with him. So you have time to show yourself and I wouldn’t be disappointed about you. I hope so…
Thirdly, people are cruel. That we can recognize on animals. When the animal gets angry, it scratches us or bites us and we are injured but it will heal itself in the end and it might be a funny story… If we would survive. But people have the most dangerous weapon that no animal has. Speech. It could hurt much more and these injuries often don’t cure.
To sum up I would like to say one thing. Adopt ten cats, buy a reserve of chocolate and vine, download films and start living the totally asocial life. You will be happy and neighbors would think you are insane.